{"id":13262,"date":"2021-02-21T07:00:59","date_gmt":"2021-02-21T14:00:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thovanyenson.com\/?p=13262"},"modified":"2021-02-17T11:52:56","modified_gmt":"2021-02-17T18:52:56","slug":"the-field-of-yellow-flowers","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thovanyenson.com\/?p=13262","title":{"rendered":"The Field of Yellow Flowers"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/thovanyenson.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/01\/7421F8C9-AD15-4907-A41F-191D3981877F-e1611079587452.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"495\" height=\"330\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-13263\" \/><\/p>\n<p><center><strong><a href=\"http:\/\/thovanyenson.com\/?p=12957\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">TR\u01af\u1edcNG CA C\u00c1NH \u0110\u1ed2NG HOA V\u00c0NG<\/a><br \/>\n<em>Translated by Poet Ph\u1ea1m Doanh<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><a href=\"http:\/\/thovanyenson.com\/?p=12957\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">Like a Fairy Tale<\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I walked down the platform in the windy afternoon<br \/>\nStay at an unplanned place<br \/>\nJust a whimsical decision<br \/>\nThat feels like there&#8217;s something compelling<br \/>\nIn a place half a world away from my hometown<!--more--><br \/>\nNo acquaintances<br \/>\nThe terrain is unknown<br \/>\nJust when the train came to a stop<br \/>\nI scan my eyes around the place<br \/>\nFinding the vast yellow flower field<br \/>\nAt the horizon, there was a range of green mountains <\/p>\n<p>I took a quick step dismounting<br \/>\nBetween the flow of people getting on and off<br \/>\nWhen the train whistle sounded to leave the station<br \/>\nI found myself dumbfounded in the middle of the platform<br \/>\nGlancing at the passers-by<br \/>\nSuddenly, the gaze and the sweet smile of a young girl caught my attention<br \/>\nMy heart flutters<br \/>\nI approach her to get acquainted<br \/>\nThen voluntarily told her my first and surname<br \/>\nAsking for directions since I&#8217;m totally strange<br \/>\nShe smiled gently with a lovely sound Yes<br \/>\nAsked where I\u2019ve come from and where do I want to go<br \/>\nI pointed to the field of colorful flowers<br \/>\n<em>&#8220;Maybe it keeps me from a remote place.&#8221;<\/em><br \/>\nSparkling eyes, she was staring at me<br \/>\n<em>&#8220;So do I, that where I live, in the middle of a field of flowers&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p>The station platform was empty<br \/>\nLate afternoon shade<br \/>\nIn small steps, shoulder to shoulder we walked<br \/>\nWhere to I did not know<br \/>\nthe scent of her hair was extremely close<br \/>\nMixing with the smell of yellow flowers it was mesmerizing<br \/>\nThe sunset gradually descended<br \/>\nsunlight faded away<br \/>\nAt the foot of the mountain, the moonlight gradually shone<\/p>\n<p>We kept walking side by side<br \/>\nIt seemed she had not said where to go<br \/>\nBut I kept silent, no question asked.<br \/>\nAnywhere would be fine with me, nothing was pressing<br \/>\nJust listened to every beat<br \/>\nOf my heart&#8217;s flutter, abnormally excited <\/p>\n<p>Just in time, the sound of the crane was crying in the fog<br \/>\nSuddenly we both stopped and turned looking at each other<br \/>\nHer eyes and lips looked inviting<br \/>\nI put my arms tightly around her tender body<br \/>\nShe sank into mine, stayed silent, with the sound of crickets singing at night<br \/>\nLips parted, eyes closed as waiting<\/p>\n<p>Kiss after kiss<br \/>\nThe night was endless<br \/>\nWhen the golden moon brightened the field of flowers<br \/>\nI followed her home<br \/>\nA warm nest on a hillside, next to the shallow river<br \/>\nThe yellow moonlight flooded the back garden as well as the front alley<br \/>\nFelt like I was lost in paradise <\/p>\n<p>* * *<\/p>\n<p>I turned around and felt chilly on my shoulder<br \/>\nHearing the birds chirping outside the window<br \/>\nI reached over but she was not there<br \/>\nWent around looking, only heard the winds calling each other<br \/>\nI searched around for quite some time<br \/>\nUntil I discovered a letter with the ink still wet<br \/>\n<em>\u201cWhen you wake up<br \/>\nGo back to the platform<br \/>\nIf it is predestined, we&#8217;ll meet again<br \/>\nJust remember<br \/>\nThe field of yellow flowers will always be there.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p>I had to go back to the windy platform without any regrets<br \/>\nAfter a magical night in the middle of a flowers field<br \/>\nI wondered if I would get to see her again in the days ahead<br \/>\nOr it was just a floral* dream never to return!<br \/>\n(*a dream in which a succubus appeared, Vietnamese legends)<\/p>\n<p><\/br><br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/thovanyenson.com\/?p=13004\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">Sudden Encounter<\/a><\/p>\n<p>A wonderful surprise<br \/>\nShe set a date with me<br \/>\nFrom the distant magical field of yellow flowers<br \/>\nSince the farewell note was read in the morning<br \/>\nI always remember and long for<br \/>\nThat passionate magical night<br \/>\nAlways reminded myself to wait until the next season<br \/>\nThat I will come back to find her<br \/>\nWhen the flower field brilliantly blooms next fall<\/p>\n<p>After a moment of surprise<br \/>\nI hurriedly replied<br \/>\nDarling I\u2019ve waited for so long<br \/>\nAs if a leaf in the middle of the current of life<br \/>\nMy dear, what is more joyous and exciting than us walking together through life <\/p>\n<p>My letter has been sent a day<br \/>\nShe replied, <em>\u201cI\u2019ll see you in the early Autumn<br \/>\nDuring a business trip.<br \/>\nI will stop by the pine forest\u201d<\/em><br \/>\nWaiting for her, I get excited day and night<br \/>\n(Like a young newlywed bride about to go to her husband\u2019s home)<\/p>\n<p>But then it wasn&#8217;t long<br \/>\nThe leaves became yellow very early<br \/>\nAs her promise of the full moon, early autumn<br \/>\nThe pine forest joyously greeted her footsteps<br \/>\nBy the river<br \/>\nIn a pub<br \/>\nTender afternoon<br \/>\nWhen the fog is cold<br \/>\nWe brought each other home<br \/>\nTalking to each other about love and memories<br \/>\nHolding her in my arms I thought<br \/>\nI were in the same dream of yesteryear.<\/p>\n<p>The night is boundless<br \/>\nWonderful and sleepless night<br \/>\nWrapping my arms around her tightly&#8230; afraid that she would go away<br \/>\nAlthough we were drowning in the scent of ecstatic love<br \/>\nBut when the sun is up high<br \/>\nShe again said goodbye<br \/>\nDeparted<\/p>\n<p>I was speechless, unable to say anything<br \/>\nShe were not to sway even if I wanted to<br \/>\nFarewell with countless bonds<br \/>\nI promise her to meet again in the flower field<br \/>\nShe didn&#8217;t say anything<br \/>\nLooking at the vast void<br \/>\nThen shook her head slightly<br \/>\nLooking down and walked away<br \/>\nSmooth as a flower boat* leaving the dock<br \/>\n(*Vietnamese flowery way of saying wedding)<br \/>\nWith pain in my heart, I recall our encounter<br \/>\nAnd silently wonder<br \/>\n<em>&#8220;Any chance we\u2019ll see each other once again?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><\/br><br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/thovanyenson.com\/?p=11049\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">A Farewell Again<\/a><\/p>\n<p>Seeing you off I feel the sadness in a hurry<br \/>\nA word of love, why could not say it without hesitation<br \/>\nin the blue sky, white clouds are also lingering<br \/>\nDrifting through the autumn garden full of yellow leaves<\/p>\n<p>We\u2019ve just met, now already in different paths<br \/>\nand this afternoon, it&#8217;ll be miles and miles apart<br \/>\nthe heart is still throbbing<br \/>\nbut your silhouette will be a hundre\bd miles separated<\/p>\n<p>Seeing you off, I listen to the meridians of melancholy<br \/>\nWhich is about to burst with tears in the sunlight<br \/>\nOn the way back, the flowers and leaves are thoughtful<br \/>\nstanding bewildered in the golden autumn color<\/p>\n<p>Everyone knows the fleeting realm of life<br \/>\nNo one knows where our love is destined<br \/>\nWho does not expect a lasting love<br \/>\nDespite the distance between the two horizons.<\/p>\n<p>Seeing you off, suddenly my heart is full of uncertainties<br \/>\nCould this be the last time?<br \/>\nWhat will we do with amnesia and memories<br \/>\nwhen the barren trees are facing the fog and wind<\/p>\n<p>knowing that we will be in two desolate parts of the world<br \/>\nThinking of each other on single pillow and blanket*<br \/>\n(*Vietnamese paraphrase of being lonesome)<br \/>\nIn the hope we got another chance<br \/>\nlike heaven and earth saying goodbye to winter and welcoming back spring.<\/p>\n<p><\/br><br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/thovanyenson.com\/?p=11364\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">The Field of Yellow Flowers<\/a><\/p>\n<p>Suddenly I miss it<br \/>\nWant to get in touch and ask her<br \/>\nIs the field of yellow flowers of yesteryear<br \/>\nnow in the windy season?<br \/>\nWatching the autumn moon gives me many associations<br \/>\nA lonely silhouette is looking up to the sky<\/p>\n<p>The flower field has started a love story<br \/>\nWhen I unexpectedly got off a train<br \/>\nIn the middle of the windy season,<br \/>\nIn the middle of a moon season.<br \/>\nLater I used to tell her if it was not destiny<br \/>\nWhy did she wait in the middle of the windy afternoon station while not picking anyone up.<\/p>\n<p>I walked down and you stood there<br \/>\nHair messed up, flaps of your dress fluttered<br \/>\nI was startled to think about a fairy stories<br \/>\nThen our eyes gazed at each other without speaking<br \/>\nLosing my self-control, I approached her to ask<br \/>\n<em>&#8220;I am a stranger and would like to ask you for direction&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p>A start like that but it was wonderful<br \/>\nShe smiled and nodded friendly<br \/>\nLeaving the station in the afternoon<br \/>\nI followed her as if destiny arranged<br \/>\nThrough the field of yellow flowers<br \/>\nOur mellow steps<br \/>\nWind-ridden and quiet space<br \/>\nWalking side by side like going to infinity<br \/>\nUnder the bright moon in the autumn<\/p>\n<p>We both suddenly turned to look at each other<br \/>\nAs if to listen to<br \/>\nThe heartbeats in chilly guts<br \/>\nHer fainted body \bhas failed into my arms<br \/>\nParting her lips waited for a passionate kisses<br \/>\nIn the middle of the field of yellow flowers<br \/>\nUnder the splendid autumn moon<br \/>\nWe came together like in a dream<br \/>\nWhat\u2019s about the future nobody knew<\/p>\n<p>Still just a life story<br \/>\nAfter the separation there will be a reunion<br \/>\nBut between she and I something doesn&#8217;t seem to match<br \/>\nSo the yearning keeps growing<\/p>\n<p>Autumn has returned<br \/>\nThe fallen leaves cover the yard<br \/>\nThe eyes still earn for each other in both places<br \/>\nFor the field of yellow flowers every windy season<br \/>\nThe autumn moon still lingers on high sky<br \/>\nThinking of her<br \/>\nMy guts tighten<br \/>\nBetween the sonata of &#8220;Both ends of nostalgia&#8221;(*)<\/p>\n<p>(*) Music by Phan Huynh Dieu<\/p>\n<p><\/br><br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/thovanyenson.com\/?p=10953\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">Late Blooming Mimosa<\/a><\/p>\n<p>Sitting with cross legs and watch the falling yellow leaves<br \/>\nFluttering heart, butterflies in the belly<br \/>\nHow happy it would be if I was a bird<br \/>\nSpreading the wings to fly toward the dream sky<\/p>\n<p>Heavenly blue sky and gorgeous sea at your place<br \/>\nThere is a crescent moon shining where you sit<br \/>\nand a moon where we used to walk side by side<br \/>\nThe beach is empty in a late autumn afternoon<\/p>\n<p>Sitting with bend knees and watch the darkness falling down<br \/>\nHeart puzzled like a loose rope<br \/>\nFragile life is like a cotton-rose hibiscus<br \/>\n\bBlooming in the morning and to wither in the evening<\/p>\n<p>There are times when I look at the waning moon<br \/>\nHeart flutters, heartbeats resounding<br \/>\nHow many times were we full of joy<br \/>\nBut the buds of separation is always at hand<\/p>\n<p>I have lived a life of regret<br \/>\nThen honey, please don&#8217;t add any more<br \/>\nDreams and illusions make the memory more enduring<br \/>\nThe further away from my love the drier am I<\/p>\n<p>Although knowing that tomorrow the sun will rise again<br \/>\nThis earth&#8230; even though slowly, still spinning<br \/>\nI try to sing the love song as light as cloud<br \/>\nBut hear my soul echo on this one side<\/p>\n<p>How many times I\u2019ve nibbled on the sadness<br \/>\nLooking forward to a miracle<br \/>\nA chance for us to meet again<br \/>\nWhen tossing and turning in memories in the dark<\/p>\n<p>How many times did the heart feel confused<br \/>\nI wish to forget but it is not easy to forget<br \/>\nAlways remember the moonlit night<br \/>\nThe vibrations of the first encounter<\/p>\n<p>Succulent lips on the moonlit road that day<br \/>\nMemories when saying goodbye<br \/>\nThe separation has made the days become lengthy<br \/>\nThe greater the expectation, the more hopeless you will feel.<\/p>\n<p><\/br><br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/thovanyenson.com\/?p=12923\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">Remembering The Legendary Love<\/a><\/p>\n<p>The landscape is in mid-Autumn<br \/>\nYellow leaves scattering<br \/>\nIn the morning I get up to go to work<br \/>\nRacing the car in the cold mist<br \/>\nSuddenly I remember the field of yellow flowers<br \/>\nAnd the legendary love in the past<\/p>\n<p>No more yearning, and dating<br \/>\nBut sweet memories built up gradually over the years<br \/>\nOh so nice was the romantic love<br \/>\nWhich left in me a lot of unbearable regrets<\/p>\n<p>My heart is throbbing<br \/>\nKept wondering what I don&#8217;t know<br \/>\nWhy we were suddenly separated<br \/>\nJust because we both are living too far<br \/>\nThere were nothing difference after we&#8217;ve dated many times?<br \/>\nAfter how many passionate times of taking and receiving<br \/>\nYou and I were not just grownups<br \/>\nLive fast love madly then easy to turn the back<br \/>\nNot betraying each other, not even being angry<br \/>\nNot a regret at all<br \/>\nBut we felt apart though<br \/>\nNow thinking about each other just to pity ourselves<\/p>\n<p>At the times we met<br \/>\nWhen you were happy<br \/>\nI asked why that day<br \/>\nYou were on the station platform in the windy afternoon<br \/>\nAs if just to wait for me even though we\u2019ve never met before<br \/>\nBut every time you just ignored the question<br \/>\nSmiling<br \/>\nThen peered into the void<\/p>\n<p>That time I had planned<br \/>\nTo take a long trip<br \/>\nBut when the train stopped at that station<br \/>\nI stepped down, though not planned<br \/>\nI thought it was only natural<br \/>\nBut then there were many things I didn&#8217;t understand<br \/>\nWhy were you there<br \/>\nWhere have you come from<br \/>\nWhy we felt in love with each other so quickly<br \/>\nWe&#8217;ve created a wonderful encounter<br \/>\nThe more I think about it, the more I miss you<br \/>\nBut once the swallow had flown away<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s hard to know where about<\/p>\n<p>The road are getting more crowded with cars<br \/>\nAnd the air is getting colder with every kilometer<br \/>\nSoon the car arrives at the office<br \/>\nAnother day of sadness in the rhythm of life.<\/p>\n<p><\/br><br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/thovanyenson.com\/?p=12930\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">Flowers Bloom Off-Season<\/a><\/p>\n<p>Suddenly I received a message<br \/>\n\u201cPick me up at the airport\u201d<br \/>\nI looked out in shock<br \/>\nFading sunray still lingers<br \/>\nOn the withered grass, on the barren branches,<br \/>\nSuddenly I am like petrified<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s real or I\u2019m dreaming<br \/>\nLooking up to the high blue sky<br \/>\nA few clusters of white cloud float non-chalantly in the mid-afternoon<\/p>\n<p>How many years has it been<br \/>\nWe are apart from each other<br \/>\nI was not prepared to meet you this day<br \/>\nLike a warm sunray for a cold winter day<br \/>\nI\u2019m thrilled with bustling joy<br \/>\nDriving as a race opposit with tree and bushes along the road<\/p>\n<p>Sunset surrounds when I arrive at the airport<br \/>\nThere were many passers-by at the door<br \/>\nLook around to find the girl<br \/>\nOf the field of yellow flowers, who has disappeared for a long time<\/p>\n<p>Nobody says a word<br \/>\nExcept for the eyes expressing a thousand words of love<br \/>\nEmbracing each other but I still disb\believe<br \/>\nLike a dream of a wonderful spring<\/p>\n<p>I take her to the river side pub<br \/>\nThe place we\u2019ve visited several times in the past<br \/>\nSitting by the river<br \/>\nYou cling on me like a misletoe<br \/>\nLook up and smile at me<br \/>\nFor years that flower bud has still been very fresh<br \/>\nAnd as sweet as ever<\/p>\n<p>The wine glasses are emptying up, the autumn moon is waning<br \/>\nI bring her to the place for staying<br \/>\nThe many yearnings repaid to my darling<br \/>\nThe night to receive the passionate love storm<br \/>\nI thought we\u2019d talk a lot when we meet again<br \/>\nBut together, words are suddenly unneeded<\/p>\n<p>The translucent moonlight penetrates the branches and leaves<br \/>\nShe rested her head on my shoulders like a sleepy cat<br \/>\nSaying nothing<br \/>\nI kept thinking qiuetly<br \/>\nSince I met her it&#8217;s been full of surprises<br \/>\nWell, just treat the love like a poem<br \/>\nLike a field of yellow flowers in the windy afternoon<br \/>\nShe is there and I am there<br \/>\nWalking side by side until the Autumn vanishes.<\/p>\n<p><\/center><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>TR\u01af\u1edcNG CA C\u00c1NH \u0110\u1ed2NG HOA V\u00c0NG Translated by Poet Ph\u1ea1m Doanh Like a Fairy Tale I walked down the platform in the windy afternoon Stay at an unplanned place Just a whimsical decision That feels like there&#8217;s something compelling In a place half a world away from my 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